Thursday, August 21, 2008

Freakin' Claims!! Damn it!!



Konichiwa minna-san!!

ore wa koko de hajimete kiite kedo, yoroshiku onegaishimasu!
well, for those whose wondering what the hell did i just write up there, it means - "hi everyone. this is me first time writing here, so please treat me well ( i guess..hehehe) "..
well. i was never intended to write this blog before; until something came up this morning.

i was late (again) for 4 st8 days to office for my routine daily meeting. when my boss st8 away asked me even before i got to place my butt on the not so comfortable chair's cushion " eyh zaer, why are you late today ah?? its been a long this week you know..what happen??"...ayoo.. come on la ngok..you know it well. its almost the end of the month, and aren't you forgotten something,like you HAVEN'T PAY YOUR STAFF'S CLAIMS!? alahai2.. and so i goes "emm.. sorry boss, for the pass few days i have been sending my mum for her orthopedic check-ups at hospital selayang but today, i was stuck in the middle of the road, my car ran out of petrol la..sorry, but am so dead broke la sir.." there, the best excuse i've ever used to lie..if you hadn't notice, i even used my mum as my alibi!! sorry mum, nanti blaje sate yeh bile da dapat claims nanti eh..sigh *_*'

BUT, the drama didn't just stop there..that courteous boss of mine called up his secretary, whom we call the Pati Halia Spinster - please la, those tight dress of yours - LOOSE IT!! and put somthing MORE DECENT as what you are wearing is just a sore for our bachelor's eyes..its just sooo FUGLY!! hahaha. ok, so she came into the meeting room and start to mumble about me listing all the days that i shouldn't be claiming - as its the office policy only from office to site, or site to office or site to site can be claimed, but must first start from office to site..yeah rite.. i shouldn't be claiming those as i just PEED in my petrol tank to go to site every Saturday!! Fuck la wei.. cannot claim, then just ask us to take leave la on saturday!! and thats pretty much the reason why the claim is not yet ready. yeah, SO RELEVANT!

Argh!!! am so stuck right now.SUDAH JATUH DI TIMPA GONDOLA!! i have to take over other engineer's site which have been on going for almost two years, and its about to complete. YEAY!! thats is nice to hear. but what's behind the mask is way beyond what i would thought the least that could have happened at the site.. A LOT OF OUTSTANDING WORKS AND I HAVE TO SUCK IT ALL IN whether i want it or not!!that is not fair!! HE should be the one sitting there completing all the outstanding works and i just have to proceed with what's left. right!?

but maybe, u guys out there might say, " la..biase la tuh, mane ade keje yang senang", "come on, dont be a wimp! u just barely started.." yeah, say what ever you want. all i have to say, try to be in my shoes for once, then only you know.. its easier to be said than done :,(

So, all of this had mad me thinking did i made a wrong move to be part in this whole hustles and bustles, studying what i have no interest AT ALL , and most of all, living a clueless drifted life that will take me to God knows where, ending up being God knows what..sigh~ its all just too foggy now..aiyaaaa.. my brain is all dried up thinking what am gonna do after this. Dear God, please lead me the way, show me some miracles, a light at the end of my seemingly endless tunnel..

owh well, guys.. sorry for the first introduction of my writing. i just have to let it all out from my chest.. otherwise, it might just erupted in a wrong place at a wrong tyme..hehehe
but i promise to write in more about whats happening to me and the world around soon..


Z.A.E.R :D