What is it actually!?

Well, i've been busy for last few weeks. Just got a new job that is. thus, no time to update this blog. pfft~ Anyhow, am just glad that the quest for looking for a job is done! and what's next in line is how to control my pocket money and whether or not to start my weekend class.. Soo many things, yet sooo little effort..huuuu~ this really makes me feel like looking for my own P.A!! anyone!?

Lantak la ye..


Now, i just want to share what have been playing at the back of my head.. see, human never satisfied with what they have in live. like people say, "the more, the merrier!" kot (is it applicable here?? huh, i don't care!)..hahaha
but in my case, things happen in a quite unique yet always becomes true at the end of the day. The thing is that, if i really like something sooo much, that i'll get it by any possible means, those thing at the end of the day, are going to be nothing but just a piece of trash -one true day! and if i were to hesitate in doing or getting something that i don't feel like having or doing it in the first place, it will always turnout to be the other way around! that is mad freak guys.. its not karma, its not dejavoo.. law of attraction,hmmm..no idea~


This thing always kept me from giving my 100% in everything i do..coz i know that if i were to give my full blast, i'll ended up letting my acquaintance down - & even more, MYSELF down! that is why i always look dull and demotivated most of the time.. at least that is how i viewed my self -form an angle. my brain is dried for idea that i can use to alleviate this seemingly-wont-go-away-anytime-soon pandemic of mine. It has started to affect the other parts of my body as the whole team is being pulled down together with this sinking feeling.


If any of you happens to read this writing, please if you have any solutions..by all mean please share it with me.. coz for all i know, a simple motivation is a magic words can heal the pain and lit the darkness that blurring one's eyes..

Ja, mata ne :D